Paul Newman was one of my favorite actors. "The Sting" and "The Verdict" two of my favorite movies. (The latter my favorite lighting in a film.) When I look at a person like Newman, the completeness of his life; the creativity of his acting, the risk-taking of his racing, the compassion of his philanthropy, I am inspired to do more with my own. I had always hoped there would be another Redford-Newman film and I had always hoped I would run into him at the track at Lime Rock. Sadly, those things never happened. Now, guys my age are left to wonder to who we should be when we grow up.